23 November 2005
I feel like running away. Once I didn't have company this morning and was able to leave my bedroom, I found a note from my future father-in-law. With instructions on how to re-make the guest bed. I called my man, who noted that I 'sounded upset.' Yeah. He did offer to help in any way he could. But there's nothing he could do. I feel insulted and like I was the guest in my own (supposedly) home. I'm pissed. In an 'is this the way I want to let them treat me for the REST of my LIFE' sort of way. And I know he can never choose between me and his father. That's ridiculous and I wouldn't ask it. But can I live like this? It's a good thing I love him so much. I can't live without him.