08 November 2003

I'm thinking maybe I need to pick up the pace on my drinking again. I haven't had a drink in a week or so, and last night I had the weirdest dream.

I was in a car, but I don't know with who. The conversation we were having as we pulled up to a house was about how things didn't work out with the guy I've been seeing, because of the distance thing and the age things, etc, etc. Anyway, as we got out of the car I said it was all okay, because I was really happy being this other guy. So the weird part is the other guy that I referred to by name is someone I've never met, but it's the same name as the 'real' (when I'm awake) guy's best friend, who even he doesn't see on a regular basis (he moved away a few years ago - I think they mostly talk on the phone).

Weird? The guy I've been seeing has mentioned the other guy by name like twice. What finally reminded me of it was tonight when we were talking on the phone the other guy called in, so he explained that his best friend from out of state had called in and they didn't get to talk often. When I first woke up this morning, I remembered most of the dream but didn't know anyone by the second guy's name. Now I remember that I kinda almost (by a degree of separation) do. Huh.

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