21 September 2003

Had a long, vivid dream about J last night. Totally unexpected - haven't had one in a while, and it's not like he's been here to get me thinking or anything. No sex, more about us being together. In the dream, he told me he loved me and we decided we needed to be together - either him moving out here or (probably) me moving there. We were together, and there were other people around, just like everyday life. It was a nice long dream too, I remember half waking up part way through and thinking, 'wow, a J dream. haven't had one of these in a while.' Then I just smiled and went back to sleep.

Why does my mind do this to me? Why am I still happy about it now?

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