Sometimes, you just have to set 'childish' pursuits aside. Sometimes, it's time to move past what you thought may have been calling out to you, a skill, a talent, or just something you enjoyed and thought you were good at. Sometimes, it's time to move on.
My job (that I really enjoy) is doing too much to take away from my last job (focusing on taking care of my man and his household). Something has to give. So, if I want to give as much as possible to both of those, I have to give up some personal enjoyment time...hobbies, if you will. Because I can't afford to lose any more from my job that pays, or my job getting on with where I want my life to go.