I'm pretty sure I really fucked up this time. I was on the phone with the one previously known as my new really great guy for hours last night. I was very, very drunk. I remember baring my soul. Probably too much. Today, he's gone. No where to be found. I called and left a message on his cell phone but he hasn't called back, or emailed, or shown up on IM or anything.
I had a really great thing going and I totally fucked it up.