17 September 2003

So much for easy posts...

Met with my new therapist, Lea, for the first time tonight. Her most interesting observation? When she asked me what 'feeling better' would mean to me, after thinking a minute I came up with wanting a better ability to deal with things, financial security, and not having to worry about it all. Later she pointed out that I hadn't said anything about personal connections, although I did later mention I am lonely. I told her I can't even afford to hang out with the people I'd be friends with if I can't even make ends meet. How pitiful. I never wanted to say money is the root of my problems. I really don't think it is. But it sure would solve a lot....

No comments: