02 July 2003

Hey. So now he says I can always visit him....

Suddenly I'm exhausted from thinking about him and everything we've had - and I still try to have. I'll go visit, but right now I've thought myself right out of action. I feel like I'm hanging on by my fingernails. What really petrifies me is this: I don't know if I'm holding on for dear life to him or the rest of my life. I don't know what I'm doing, or what I should be doing. So instead, I'll just go to sleep.

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